12:15

im sleepy but i cant sleep , i had a migraine all day , finally it was so bad i took some migraine medicine (which contains caffeine ) and now I'm wired mentally but my body is dead...
i didn't sleep well at all the last two nights either jasmine kept crawling in the bed night before last and then last night i had so many dreams- i think i was mixing twilight / push / and jumper all together. anyways i kept waking up and now I'm exhausted.
eventually i guess i'm going to crash and sleep all day- hopefully it's at a time jasmine is tired as well.... :D
my day today was rather uneventful , i paid bills and went to the park with jasmine and my dog... i have to put a muzzle on poor whisper when we go to the park because she can act rather unpleasant around strangers without one (bristling her fur, growling... ect.) so i am trying to socialize her , i let anyone pet her who wants to and she cant do a thing about it. its starting to work i think , she mostly ignored people today.
taco bell is amazing- so much food for so little money , i ate a spicy chicken burrito ,a bean burrito, and an apple empanada all for $3.25 ... lovely :D mmm thinking about it makes my mouth water.
im so bored right now.......
im off to surf the web - goodnight!!

so happy st. patty's day!
*Pinches to all who forgot to wear green! *

The spoon

Some days I think I need nothing
more in life than a spoon.
With a spoon I can eat oatmeal
Or take the medicine doctors prescribe
I can swat a fly sleeping on the sill
or pound the table to get attention.
I can point accusingly at God
or stab the empty air repeatedly.
Looking into the spoon’s mirror,
I can study my face in its shiny bowl,
or cover one eye to make half the world
disappear. With a spoon
I can dig a tunnel to freedom
spoonful by spoonful of dirt,
or waste life catching moonlight
and flinging it into the blackest night.

-- Richard Jones

Good morning!

havent been on much latley eh?
well im about to go off to work - a world of pretty rocks and flowers to fill my pockets with!
so to everyone else who may happen to read this ... good morning and have a lovely , full of smiles day!

.... Yawnz...

Sleepy ... So..... sleepy....
ive been sick , snotty nose , hacking cough, sore throat , fever .... and feeling quite blah
i finally gave in and went to the doctor cause i decided i was dying ... when in fact i am not.
so i get to take some lovely antibiotics and dope myself up on cough syrup and live.... YAY

My husband just turned 30 and now officially feels like an old fart ... he's been moping around saying he's soooo old * Rolls eyes* i believe your only as old as you feel (right now I'd say he's 93 ...hahaha) besides i don't think someone can be considered old till they have at least 1 grandchild.... then i guess you can gripe


i did a little photo shoot of my brother the other day :D he's so adorable no wonder the girls love him lol. (he's about to be 18 in march :P) i think he looks so grown up with his beard.

My dogs

These are my dogs - the retriever is lady and the malamute mix is whisper.
lady (almost 4) is the best dog ever, she has manners and is careful, never barks or bites or chews, doesn't jump or dig, she is extremely calm - her biggest sin is how much she sheds, but poor baby she can't help that.

whisper on the other hand is the devil ...

coconut dragons

I just got back from BAM one of the only places to go in this tiny town , i spent the entire time following jasmine around and trying to keep her from destroying the store - chaos seems to be her magical talent.
My sister is in the process of writing an actually decent book and she was trying to work on it while we were there but one of her many stalkers followed her and talked to her the majority of the time. I bought a dragon calendar while I was there for 3 dollars .Love the artwork... defiantly worth it.
oooo and I got a coconut frappe - absolutely delicious
last time I got one some crazy chick was working at the coffee counter.... she seriously was trying to convince me that if she just mixed coconut flavor into a cappuccino icee it would be the same thing.... when I told her I didn’t want the coffee flavor in it then she got angry with me and told me i was being ridiculous...

Rain go away

i hate rainy days. i wish the sun was always out and the temperature was somewhere between 57-70 f.
fall is the best season , every other season irritates me - winters too cold , spring is too rainy , summer is too hot haha- now i sound like a pessimist, I'm really not , its just today i am sick , i probably caught something from one of the kids at the daycare , my throat feels like i tried to swallow a bucket of nails .... or maybe acid. i just hope jazzy (my daughter) doesn't catch whatever it is, she really is anything but nice when she's sick.
its raining today and i suppose i should have known better then to let my malamute mix out for longer than a minute , i went to get her and she was digging huge muddy holes and looked like a fuzzy mudball.... sighs* i stuck her in the bath room to dry - which she hates- shes howling for me to let her spread the mess to my couches and my bed.... as lovely as it sounds I'm not to keen on cleaning mud up right now.
anyways I'm going to go start dinner now so it will be ready at 5

so this is my first post

OK I'm bored and I've done my space before and i hate it and everything about it...
anyways i enjoy writing when and if i have a chance- sometimes its hard with my husband/daughter/job/dogs/and college classes monopolizing my time ... but there are a few rare moments that i do get to savor for my self... and in those i like to write, or read.
i am 24 years old according to my birth certificate though at times i feel - oh so much older.
my daughter is two and can climb anything...
my husband turns 30 on the 13 ...which ironically is a Friday :P
i am going to school for a teaching degree and right now i work in a daycare.
um so there's a little bit about me....
* yay i officially just wrote my first post*