12:15

im sleepy but i cant sleep , i had a migraine all day , finally it was so bad i took some migraine medicine (which contains caffeine ) and now I'm wired mentally but my body is dead...
i didn't sleep well at all the last two nights either jasmine kept crawling in the bed night before last and then last night i had so many dreams- i think i was mixing twilight / push / and jumper all together. anyways i kept waking up and now I'm exhausted.
eventually i guess i'm going to crash and sleep all day- hopefully it's at a time jasmine is tired as well.... :D
my day today was rather uneventful , i paid bills and went to the park with jasmine and my dog... i have to put a muzzle on poor whisper when we go to the park because she can act rather unpleasant around strangers without one (bristling her fur, growling... ect.) so i am trying to socialize her , i let anyone pet her who wants to and she cant do a thing about it. its starting to work i think , she mostly ignored people today.
taco bell is amazing- so much food for so little money , i ate a spicy chicken burrito ,a bean burrito, and an apple empanada all for $3.25 ... lovely :D mmm thinking about it makes my mouth water.
im so bored right now.......
im off to surf the web - goodnight!!

so happy st. patty's day!
*Pinches to all who forgot to wear green! *

The spoon

Some days I think I need nothing
more in life than a spoon.
With a spoon I can eat oatmeal
Or take the medicine doctors prescribe
I can swat a fly sleeping on the sill
or pound the table to get attention.
I can point accusingly at God
or stab the empty air repeatedly.
Looking into the spoon’s mirror,
I can study my face in its shiny bowl,
or cover one eye to make half the world
disappear. With a spoon
I can dig a tunnel to freedom
spoonful by spoonful of dirt,
or waste life catching moonlight
and flinging it into the blackest night.

-- Richard Jones