5.4.10

I'm still awake ... stupid headache pills with caffeine - not that I'm really dissing the pills because sure they help.... more just the fact that any small amount of caffeine keeps me awake until the ungodly hours of the night/morning....
migraines stink.... and are even worse when your pregnant.... and lack of sleep when you have a 3 year old adds to the stinkyness of them....at least i dont have one anymore(migraine).... nope just sleep deprived....

1.4.10



Lines etched across a page,
deep like trenches.
black and soulless.
your fate is here ,
somewhere in the darkness.
words that burn into my mind
piercing my heart.
flames leap across the paper,
creatures come to life,
crawling through nightmares..
the flowers are gone.
Charcoal skies melt around me
sticky, like tar ...from cigarettes
lingering , stale.

broken smiles,
reborn lies,
faded dreams.
you are here among the shadows ,
chained.

a porcelain doll .

~ Me