tired and feeling a bit down.
I feel like all my days run together
my house cant stay clean
I don't sleep well at night
I'm scared I wont be ready to have another baby - financially
or be able to divide my time the right way i should
or even have anything ready for my baby .
I feel lonely
and I'm scared i scare people off by being to needy
the more i want people around me
the less people are actually there .
I'm just glad i have a sister who can put up with me.



maybe its just hormones talking